houseThis was a house
That contained all the joys
And sorrows of many
People who lived in it.
And this house was a home
Where the walls were immaculate
And painted with the gods of the masses
And it smelt of incense and sex
And self-righteousness and burnt meals
When their lives all fell apart.
The tears of laughter and pain fell on the creaky wooden floors
And it glowed with every sunrise
As the flowers bloomeed and withered
And bloomed again the next spring.
But this home is old now.
Its modern deities are growing cracks
On their faces as they stare folornly out the window
The music has faded, the tears have died away
And it is left merely a shell
As it always was
queen of the castleOn this freezing morning I watch my knight leave.
His black and white checkered cape wrapped around his neck,
His lance, a bass guitar, strapped to his back with care and precaution.
The only sense of warmth I have walking down the garden path.
"Go," I had said,
"go before the tears run down my face and I am undone."
And you had gone, if only to protect my porcelain face.
My feet freeze and numb on the cold stone outside as you pause
And gaze back at me, in all your independence
And how I long to run to you, and feel that warmth again. But before I can muster the strength to move,
You are turned, gone, and I am forced back inside.
And now I am queen of my own castle.
Alone it stands, surrounded by ice.
These walls, oh no, they will not break.
This palace made long ago of restraint and brokenness locks me in
As I watch from the window the place where i saw you last, praying for another chance to see you,
For you are the one who can melt these icy doors and bring me out.
10 things i hate about youI hate how much you mean to me.
I hate how my heart jumps at being near you
I hate how I cannot sleep
Without you by my side.
I hate that I would gladly give my life that you might live
I hate how your gaze can break me in two.
I hate that you are so constantly far away
I hate that every day of my life not spent with you is petty and worthless
And every day spent with you is priceless, regardless of their actual value.
I hate that I did not meet you earlier so that I could have avoided
All those lonely nights and fruitless kisses.
I hate how our bodies intertwine so perfectly that I might say that we are one.
I hate that I could never hate you, but only this space holding us apart,
And that I cannot be with you every second of every minute of every single day.
anagramicalI is for I love you isby youre awesome
S is for sexy yes you are especially all the time
B is for beautiful especially all the time but even more especially like ALL THE FUCKING TIME
Y is for You are so great
but it's also for You are amazing
C is for completely awesome in every single way
H is for hot which is every day
A is for awesome, cause you're kind of the best
S is for sexier than all the rest
and E, well E is a special one, you see
cause E stands for you mean Everything to me.